Hard.

Do you know that feeling, when you did something good and now find it hard? Do we forget , how to do things? Or maybe we tend to lose focus in time. Thinking of other stuff makes you less focused on the things you did before and you probably we do the poorly. Why is that? I don't know, I just want to figure out, how to stop this and improve your skills at anything you do. So that will be my next task in my daily routine.

Are you alone?

Have you ever felt alone? Of course you have, but thats not what I mean. I mean, when you have everything, but still you don't feel right. You have great friends, a girlfriend, parents etc. but still you feel alone. Why is that? This feeling of misunderstanding? Its like you are happy, but at the same time you live in a totally different reality where you are and feel lonely. Weird, isn't it?

Power.

Why do we all have the need for power? Our best way to achieve greatness is trough power, but why do we need greatness? And what is power? Someone said that knowledge is power, but in order to get knowledge, we need money. So money equals power and then again power equals money. But when does this end? And why do we need all this? Just to show someone that we are somebody, that we can do something great. But what greatness brings us? Almost all great people are known by their power or money. So greatness brings money. But how do we become great? And why?

Friends

Sometimes I think that all my friends are ass houls. Why? Some of them are going away. Cant blame them for that, but some of them just don't accept me the way I am. So I started to think. Are they really my friends? having fun together is nice and stuff, but a friend is a person that accepts you the way you are. So why can't my friends do that? Some of them don't think of me as a person and tend to offend me a lot. Why? Why do you have to pose as a friend if your not?