Sympathy

That really sucks. There is no such thing as sympathy. And if there is, it does not matter. Why should it. We are born with the instinct to fuck. Nothing more. So why should I feel anything like that? Newer mind all that, it does not matter anymore.

Nothing

There will be no new posts until future notice

Nothing

Sorry for not posting this week. I have some stuff to do, so there will not be any posts until next week.

Gaming news.

Lets start with something I like a lot.
Dead Space Extraction is coming out. You can download it from playstation network. See how the Marker on Aegis 7 was found and what happened there. Fight your way trough people that are going homicidal  and hope that you will be able to get to Ishimura. 
Bulletstorm demo. Try to top the leader boards in echo mode. Do you have what it takes to be the best? See for yourself.
Shadow Harvest: Phantom Ops - this modern tactical shooter is coming out tomorrow. Published by Viva Media and developed by Black Lion is promising to be a decent shooter with tactical elements. See for yourself in this trailer http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iTZZULwJHic
Earthrise - a new post apocalyptic mmo that takes place after the Third World War in a world where nanotechnology has allowed humans to become immortal. Check out the trailer http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0uC0fhEa2Tg

Call of Duty: Black Ops - First Strike - new maps for black ops. Be the first to conquer 

 Kowloon and Berlin Wall. 
The Sims 3: Outdoor Living - with this addon you can get new stuff. Yeah, and I mean new stuff. Again. Stuff.
Alien Breed 3: Descent - just what we needed, another alien shooter game. Published and developed by Team 17. Hey, maybe this will be something different. Maybe not, check out its trailer http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ea9SFZOsmdE
And thats about it. There are some puzzle and arcade titles coming out, but Im not going to cover that. Have a nice week.

This week

So this week had nothing fun. School, home, work. Got ill in wednesday. Anyway, Dead Space 2 hit the shelves  this week. Cant wait to get my hands on it. I waited for that game for 6 months. Well Im in love with horror games, thats why I wanted that game so bad. And I have to wait for 2 week, to get and play it. New laptop incoming.  What's next. Ok, Call of duty Black Ops gets a dlc map pack called "First Strike", new mmo called Earthrise - a post apocalyptic mmo set shortly after WW3.
Thats about it for this week. Lets hope that next week will have something more interesting.

Hangover talk

So how can you define life? What is life and why are we here? Its just that this question is bothering me for quite some time. I dont get it. I dont believe in God, so I dont even know how did we got here. There might be a scientific explanation, but its not found till this day. Its weird. There is no definition to life or its meaning. A lot of people tried to find the meaning of life, and non of them found it, and Im not going to be one of them, its just that Im curios about life it self. Its just that I dont get it. But I want to know about it. Maybe we're not alive at all, maybe we are just the reflection of some other mind. Ok, never mind that. Why do you think we are here and what is the meaning of life?

Schedule.

Now Im going to expand my blog. From today Im going to post something everyday. It will not be some random posts and stuff, but Il make a list of things Im going to write about every day. Now and the list goes like this
Monday - what's new on the gaming market
Tuesday - new tech
Wednesday - random thoughts about a game
Thursday - games Id like to buy
Friday - nothing, Il probably be out drinking with some friends
Saturday - hangover talk (my thoughts about life and stuff)
Sunday - what happened throughout the week
So this is how Im going to write from now. I do hop that you guys will enjoy your stay here, and lets get started right away.

Dead Space on mobile

And Dead Space is on mobile. What the hell? I mean its a game where the environment is everything and the sound, and that claustrophobic feeling when you are playing this kind of a game at night. Its not supposed to be on mobile or a handheld. U need a big ass screen, headphones and darkness around you, otherwise it is impossible to enjoy the game fully. If you don't piss yourself playing or something doesn't scare you shitless, the game is not a horror survivor. U have to be afraid and that does not involve staring on a small screen and try not to annoy people around you.
Here is a video from EA

What do you think about this topic? And what is your favorite horror survivor game?

Lucid dreaming.

Lucid dreaming is when you are aware that you are dreaming while in a dream. Now why would you want to do that? There are multiple reasons. you can do whatever you want, your only limitation is your imagination. You can stop nightmares with this. You can practice talking to someone or asking someone out. Anyway, take a look at this, if you are interested http://www.spoki.lv/upload/articles/26/268507/images/_origin_Life-hacks-11.png
And now tell me this. What do you think about controlling your dreams? Good, bad, or something else?

Music.

Music industry these days is so f-ed up. I listened to old blink 182 and sum 41 and bands like that. I really liked that rebellious punk rock, songs like Sum 41's Fat lip and like that. But now? What the hell are they now? Like the song Pieces. I mean, why do you have to ruin that great image that you have made and turn yourselves into vining little bitches. No offense, but why? Where is your music spirit?
Anyway, what do you guys think about it?

Resident evil

And Resident Evil is back, now in 3D. Ok, not on your 60 inch screen, but on nintendo 3Ds. I just watched the video and got a bit confused. Ok, I get all the idea of mercenaries mode (only one available on 3ds), but the graphics. What the hell? How can a hand held gaming console pull that off? I mean that RES5 had amazing graphics on pc and consoles, but this is beyond anything. I cant shake off that feeling, that in just a feu years we will have hand held consoles, that will provide us everything, that we can get from pc or any other console like ps 3 or xbox 360. There are a lot of great games coming out on 3ds and most of their graphics are amazing. How is that possible? 3ds graphics engine is better that ps1 had. Technology just wont stop surprising me. Just wait a couple of years and we will have full 3d games, where you can be and feel like character you play. U will be able to control every single movement of that character. And now tell me. What are  your thoughts on this subject?

Changes

So, Im going to make some changes to my blog. Im probably going yo continue to make posts on life and stuff like that, but most of the new post will consist of gaming and modern tech news. So enjoy your stay and click the follow button, if you like my blog. And ask questions in the comments below, if you have any for me. I will gladly  answer them.

Life

What does it mean to live? Do we live because we are alive, or do we live because we dome some crazy stuff? Would you think that u have lived a good life if you would have to die tomorrow? would you regret something? I know I would. Its sad, that we all have something to regret. Some of us might say that they have nothing to regret, but that is a lie. We all have done some crazy shit, that we would love to forget. I did something I would like to forget last friday, but thank god don't remember everything.

But anyway, Im back here, Im back in some philosophy and Im back in writing.

Hard.

Do you know that feeling, when you did something good and now find it hard? Do we forget , how to do things? Or maybe we tend to lose focus in time. Thinking of other stuff makes you less focused on the things you did before and you probably we do the poorly. Why is that? I don't know, I just want to figure out, how to stop this and improve your skills at anything you do. So that will be my next task in my daily routine.

Are you alone?

Have you ever felt alone? Of course you have, but thats not what I mean. I mean, when you have everything, but still you don't feel right. You have great friends, a girlfriend, parents etc. but still you feel alone. Why is that? This feeling of misunderstanding? Its like you are happy, but at the same time you live in a totally different reality where you are and feel lonely. Weird, isn't it?

Power.

Why do we all have the need for power? Our best way to achieve greatness is trough power, but why do we need greatness? And what is power? Someone said that knowledge is power, but in order to get knowledge, we need money. So money equals power and then again power equals money. But when does this end? And why do we need all this? Just to show someone that we are somebody, that we can do something great. But what greatness brings us? Almost all great people are known by their power or money. So greatness brings money. But how do we become great? And why?

Friends

Sometimes I think that all my friends are ass houls. Why? Some of them are going away. Cant blame them for that, but some of them just don't accept me the way I am. So I started to think. Are they really my friends? having fun together is nice and stuff, but a friend is a person that accepts you the way you are. So why can't my friends do that? Some of them don't think of me as a person and tend to offend me a lot. Why? Why do you have to pose as a friend if your not?

Lying.

Don't you hate when people lye? Its so annoying. They say one thing and in an hour say something completely different. It really grind my gears :D But anyway. How can they do this? And why? Why do people have to say something, that is not true?

Failing PT2.

Tonight I realized one thing. People tend to fail when they get overexcited and feel like they can do anything. For example. I won a ticket to a poker tournament. When I played for the ticked I was focused only on the ticket and wining. But when the big tournament started I could not get a good read on my opponents, failed to make smart bets, got reckless on big pots. I was not focused. I was thinking about the big money as a goal and not about the game itself, like rules that can save you from losing. So today's thought. Do not get overexcited, or you will fail at anything you try to do.

Something something.

Past days. They were kinda awesome :D Ok, today was like the worst day of my life, but before my huge hangovers I felt alive for the first time in I dunno, about 7 months. I think it's the people, that make you happy, not booze, smokes and doing crazy shit. I felt so good because of her. The ting is that something as small as a touch or a kiss can make all the difference in your day. And that makes you feel like someone cares about you and I think that it is all that matters. Why? Because you cant exist alone, but you can not live alone.